My local chapter of the American Harp Society presented a concert this past Sunday, St. Patrick’s Day. We had forty-three harpists of all ages and forty-three harps of all sizes playing a very eclectic program of pieces, including Londonderry Air, better known as the melody of Danny Boy. I doubt that you could have heard that anywhere else in the country.
I’ve not played with the harp chapter for a few years, and I’d not remembered the more challenging aspects of playing in so large an ensemble when I decided to play in this concert. My celtic harp is in the center back of the photo, lost in a sea of pedal harps. Seeing the conductor when sitting behind so many taller harps requires contortions of harp and harpist. Staying on the beat when there is so much sound echoing from the walls and ceiling requires trusting my eyes that are glued to the conductor’s baton, and not my ears. And just walking through the harp forest without crashing someone’s music stand into their $20,000 instrument requires more grace and coordination than I usually have at my disposal.
But despite the challenges, that many harps playing together sounds wonderful. And with forty-two other harps, I could relax, play, and enjoy the process, knowing there was no way that any of my missing notes would be noticed.
The most delightful aspect of the performance for me was seeing my friends in the audience and afterwards hearing how much they enjoyed the music. Just their coming to support me and hear me play made me feel very special. But after the concert, Darci said that her mother always gave her flowers after her ‘cello recitals, and she gave me this beautiful bouquet of roses. And Susie gave me a ‘feather for my cap” which now adorns the glass vase she brought me from Bermuda that sits on the small altar in my practice room, both reminders of her caring.
Playing in this concert reminded me that the more I focus on performance as an opportunity to share a gift of music, the less I am plagued with performance anxiety. And my friends’ delight in the concert reminded me that the more I experience an audience’s enjoyment, the easier it is for me to truly believe that sharing music really is offering a gift, and the easier it is for me to be grateful for, instead of frightened by the opportunity to perform.
What a fantastic and fun event! You all must have made some beautiful music together. How festive!
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It really did sound lovely, and the audience loved the program. I ended up being glad I participated.
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I cannot imagine how it sounds when forty-three harps play together! Music from heaven. Congratulation!
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Congratulations! Did anyone record it? I’d love to hear it too. How lovely that you and your harp were so fittingly acknowledge by close friends, Janet. It must have been amazing.
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I don’t think anyone recorded the concert, so alas, I can’t post an excerpt. It really was lovely knowing how much my friends enjoyed the concert. An audience will clap whether they like something or not, just because they are “supposed to.” But my friends and my teacher were genuinely thrilled with the music, so I know we did well.
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Please pardon me for being so delayed. It’s so good to read this update. Wow! 43 harps must have been absolutely wonderful to hear. I wish I had been there. I’m so happy you were able to relax and enjoy playing. The flowers and feathers following a performance touched my heart. Lovely little traditions and gestures mean so much.
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Playing with that many harps really sounds amazing. It was so special having my friends mark the day with their presence and gifts. Getting to hear from them personally how much they enjoyed the music made all of the effort worthwhile.
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You’re blessed with such a gift. As someone who’s not terribly musically talented, I can tell you those of us in the audience don’t hear missed notes. We’re just grateful you’ll share your gift with us. š
Lisa
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Thank you, Lisa. I am finally starting to believe that!
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This is a great post, Janet. You conveyed the real point of performing. I’m glad you enjoyed it so much.
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I am a slow learner about this performance stuff, but I think I may finally be starting to get it!!!!
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Wow! I can only imagine how beautiful that song sounded on so many harps! š
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It is an amazing sound, particularly sitting in the middle of all the harps!
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Would’ve loved to have been there and played with you! Must be an amazing experience!! You don’t find that many harpists where I live š
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You would have fit right in! That many harps sounds wonderful. The Pachelbel Cannon in D was particularly gorgeous.
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